I would love to be free. You people have such mean things to say and judge so harshly. You say it’s because you care about me but if you all really cared you would want me to be happy. This is killing me. I am living for everybody but myself. I long for the day that I can make my decisions for myself without putting everybody before me. This is breaking me and none of you are wise enough to notice. Or maybe you do notice, you just pretend because you still think you’re opinion is the right one and the only one. In a perfect world I would have it my way and do what I wanted. But there’s no such thing and something that seems so simple to do, is just made impossible by all of you.